after my gender reassignment i felt like my life had really opened for the first time in 2022 it needs to be said i am not an evangelist but i felt i could study and love life for what it is it would be a lie to say srs is all that did this shotly after ialso discvered what has become a love of lsd i truly believe lsd can spark passions in areas not previously interesting i was not interested in maths before i discovered it intersectefd with my interests i could not master the study of the brain or the study of communism as i wanted to without a matheamtical knowledge